rather than it being about me censoring myself going forward, i see it as me being more comfortable and confident in who i am and what i'm writing. lately i've been focusing a lot on the "first commandment" of The Happiness Project...which is to BE ANNA. And by being Anna i have to accept and celebrate myself! i've kept my blog relatively private because i don't want people up in my business in some ways i'm nervous about what people will think of it. will people think it's weird that i'm so fascinated with happiness? that i love to read? that i'm a homebody? that i eat really healthy and love learning about food/health/nutrition? that i'm so passionate about mixed-ness? that i am a snob about dudes with poor grammar/spelling/diction? lol. basically, i've been nervous about really opening myself up for judgment - especially by people i may not be all that close to. The thing is that the more i really continue to figure out who i am (this is a life-long process, btw...subject of a blog to come), the more confident i feel about who i am...and the less i concern myself with what people may think of that :-) it's quite liberating actually.
ok that's it (for now) on that subject. it's about 2 and a half hours past my bed time :-P
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